Friday, July 1, 2016
You might share the theme of your month of blogging, if you have one. Which you don't, not really. You do want explore more deeply this thing you have professed to have been doing for five years now. Yep, that's right...five years of blogging, not always regularly, but you have managed to write and publish 449 posts in that time...
Mostly though, you want to figure out whether or not to keep on doing this and if you do, how much of yourself do you want to put out there? How personal should this blog be? You've written about a lot of really personal stuff but there are things you've not said; things you keep close. You know there has to be line somewhere.
And maybe as you are writing this post. The freebie. You begin to realize that this isn't about your blog and what you want to do with that, but instead maybe it's about your life and just what do you want to do with the 34 years you statistically have remaining.
You are after all 44 and just got around to finishing your undergraduate degree. You can only call your self a late bloomer for so long. You crossed the half way mark nearly seven years ago. Death is no longer on the far side of the center line.
Like the prior 44 years of your life, you don't really have a plan.
You don't have any blog prompts...
You just have 31 days of writing.
31 days of trying to figure out the next step.